October 2011
September 2011
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i'm getting my shit together. forreal this...
i’ve decided that since i’ve been super lazy lately, actually it’s been the past 6 months or so but whatever, i’m going to start planning my days out by the hour. i used to think that since i don’t have a job right now that there’s nothing to do so it doesn’t matter if i just sleep in all day and stay up roaming the internet all night. don’t get me...
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another weird dream
i just had a dream that i was supposed to play a show with my band, entheon, but some of the guys from pat the human were helping out somehow. i got distracted for some reason and they ended up playing the show without me. i was stuck in the middle of a crowd when i look up and there was a tower of brown people, like a large pyramid with everyone standing on everyone else. i started climbing on...
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dwarf in the flask
how useless is it when all time is spent getting lost and caught up in thoughts?
grind the waves of the eternally shifting energy we’ve come to, almost always, putting our fingers on; seems like it’s been tongue tickling for quite the mile now somehow.
in rear view it looks so clear but projecting this will prove to be the difficulty we have an advantage in.
stretching your...
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uhh
i didn’t know what to say when the sun seared honey fell from your lips to mine. bittersweet and overwhelming; replace these feelings with bliss again. i remember an atmosphere we called home, the sky seemed to be below our feet and we were one. reaching this far back is dangerous, i know. take away the scales; let’s close our eyes and be. when lifted from what we know it’s only...
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if i ever...
find a girl who listens to dillinger at 4 a.m. regularly i’ll probably sell my soul for a huge diamond ring to give her.
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sumooreshitabouthesameshit
awaiting the sunset that lies just beyond those lazy clouds, i’m finding that tranquility is easy upon disposal of doubt. my disposition used to be full of uncertainty, now i aim to embrace the truth beyond what only serves me.
it’s a constant pain but tension brings about growth in waves. with eyes set in the right direction my intentions become more than wishful thinking, thus...
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souprghey
watching her facial features reveal a deeper calculation, blood flushes her cheeks to a fuller fairness. strands of hair hang in the sweet summer heat, this thick oxygen makes for easy speaking. i couldn’t arrange this moment any other way, my desires arrive in sync with time as it’s exposed.
upon initial discovery of twilight, we slowed our speech to wandering whispers of intimate...
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There is the world around us, all its own. Then there’s the world within us, all...
– http://soundcloud.com/beingmusic/being-arrival-02-dna
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new thingamajig
this double helix serpent sequence that fabricates my material make-up must harmonize with every chakra so i can transcend. meaningless encounters and interactions fill the gaps but i’ve learned to enjoy them. i’ve taken some time to realign my vision again. there’s always a glare, segments of fragmented light disrupting a clear interpretation of the truth i seek. tell me more...
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moar rambling lyrics
Empty again but full of illusions as I sit, silently, awaiting triggers for my response. I can’t control what you see in my face when I’ve lost interest. Emotions fleeting like grains of sand carried by winds of deception.
I must survive without the drive to identify. Scattered in my ways but, mostly in my thoughts. A diminished awareness can’t be all I’m left with. Making up my mind really isn’t...
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weird dream.
i had a dream on friday night that i took 2c-i with one of my close friends. when i took it i was super nervous but also really relaxed but i couldn’t tell which feeling i was pushing towards the surface of my consciousness so i started the trip immediately confused about myself. i tried meditating for a minute but i just didn’t feel like it so i went out to smoke a cigarette. on his...
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